I am VERY VERY vexed now. Doesn’t help much when the noises at home builds up more. I feel life is unfair to me in this expect. He can stretch out his hands and get money without any questioning, he was ‘begged’ to return home when he ran out of the house….. So what do I get?
Maybe I have not learnt to be contented. I will. I will. I HAVE to before I get irrational. So no more sad thinking. I shall think about my next Japan trip to make myself happy. YES YES YES, I shall and I will.



