Its three in the morning. Here I am rushing with my assignment. I am holding on. I can DO IT! I must DO IT! For the first time in my life, I feel like I am going to be in depression soon.
Is it okay to expect? Is it okay to let go?
I am so lost I forgot who I am anymore. I want to live in fantasy.
I want to be like a little girl in my purple skirt uniform. Just doing a simple job as a class chairman, handling simple responsibilities like keeping the class quiet.
I want to be the old girl again. Having a crush on someone who will never notice me. Going on trips around Singapore on public and still have smiles all over.
I hate reminiscing because it shows how time can change one so much.
I wanna go home, its too cold outside, will you save me?