Sometimes not knowing is better than knowing. I wish our mind is a hard disk. I want to just delete those disgusting memories out of my mind. Sometimes, we see the bad things that we forgot about the good things. I think the truth somehow ruined people’s life. Its contradicting. Don’t you think so?
I am going to forget all these useless things. And I am not going to fight for the truth anymore.
My motivation!
If you realised, these were taken in February. Time flies, its been a year.
You know sometimes, I don’t understand myself. Just a few weeks ago, I was telling myself how great it would be if I stopped tuition-ing, concentrate on my assignments and presentations and then start preparing myself for the much awaited holidays.
Then today, I had flashbacks of everyone. I told myself not to contradict myself and be strong. I told myself I am HAPPY now. I have everything in my life already, but why do I still feel so empty?
I shall take up more work assignments to bury myself. I need money. To get the new vespa. To get that new dress, to spend like nobody’s business in the coming holidays and to have everything that I wanted!
Time won’t heal, it will only make you get use to it.
I hate taking medication cause it makes me drowsy.
I can’t afford to be drowsy due to the presentations I have this week.
I can’t have time to rest as I have not finish them.
I hate being a procrastinator.
I regretted being sick.
They always say that it would be better if the work can be shared among a few people. With that, you don’t have to finish so much and be in charge of so much. Least, your workload will be lesser. I don’t know if its me or everyone has the same thinking. It seems like I can’t really work well with others.
Maybe I am such adamant that you might find me hard to accept others opinion. So when I meet another of the same kind, we will be at loggerheads. I think I need to really learn to accept others better and stop complaining.
On a lighter night, I managed to have all my favourite food today. I had Anderson’s too. Yummy Yummy! I wish I can have ice-cream and chocolates all day without getting fat! And durians, mangoes and even lychee! CRAVINGS!!!
I seriously can’t wait for the holidays to come. I think time crawls too slow nowadays.
Oh yes, last Thursday honeybunnies went to Billy’s.
Three Honeybunnies
Honeybunny
Honeybanana
Honeylin
